I've gotten a little wistful as I'm sitting here.
There is a rare moment in college when you are sitting alone.
My friends went for ice cream. I don't need the calories

I've been reminiscing for awhile. But Gossip Girl tonight reminded me:
what's you is me. thats what we were. sisters. the ones who stayed sane throughout the fights and disagreements. We always looked back. We've gotten to the point where we don't and thats okay. You just need some friends darling. So look away from your boyfriend. You think hes sooo much more important then the people who have always been there, how can you let new people in? I have friends now and they're great. I just missed the solid-ness of where we were. How it was the two of us against the big leg crew. Make some new friends my best. Because I remember the day you hugged me for hours when i hit the painful tests. And everyone else deserves that. I stil miss you though.